Thursday, January 03, 2008

shut up brain

My brain won't shut up and I'm feeling annoyed/ worried/ distressed/ grumpy/ harassed/ sleep deprived/ fretful/ needing[but not wanting] to talk/ sad/ apprehensive/ uncaring/ morose/ hurtful/ far away from everyone/ resentful/ callous/ introverted/ agitated/ sulky/ taciturn/ inconsiderate/ exhausted/ sorry for self/ irritated/ distant/ uneasy/ hostile/ embarassed/ fatigued/ frustrated/ sullen/ hard/ miserable/ wanting to go outside and yell/ unkind/ cold/ reserved/ displeased/ bitter/ hurt/ withdrawn/ indifferent to everyone/ silent/ anxious/ infuriated/ discouraged/ exasperated/ grouchy/ aggravated/ upset/ cynical/ restrained/ perturbed/ restless/ angry/ selfish.

Stupid brain. Stupid me for thinking.

2 comments:

maria. said...

No matter what you do, Nadine, we'll always love you and be there for you.

Carol-Lee Joy said...

yeah. what Maria said.

always. anytime, anywhere, any circumstance.

and so is God.