Sunday, November 09, 2008

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7 comments:

Amy said...

I'm afraid I can't help you there.

Lawren said...

Sing.
Christmas songs.
Along with Sufjan (optional).

Just a suggestion.

Anonymous said...

This morning it was snowing while I was walking to the bus stop. Naturally,I listened to "That was the Worst Christmas Ever" courtesy of Sufjan.

Beautiful.

Thanks for reminding me of that, Lawren.

Anonymous said...

run around your house 5 times.

thats what my mom used to always tell me to do when i asked that.

Amy said...

Is it bothering you that much or do you just want it to be? (That sounds mean, but I didn't mean it like that)Does that make any sense?

nadine j. said...

Lawren:
I have definitely been listening to those lately, it's been wonderful.

Kira:
My mom always said that too. But it's cold outside.

Amy:
Yes, that does make sense. And yes, I understand what you mean. And no, it wasn't mean.
I think that sometimes I really enjoy/like not caring and I just don't care. But other times it really hits hard and I want to do something about it but I don't know what to do, so I don't do anything. Which is awful and doesn't help anything. But, these times are pretty few and short and there are long spaces of not-caring-ness in between them.

cat.herine said...

i find it simultaneously unnerving and comforting that you often sum up my feelings better than i can.
in fact, they tend to be feelings that i don't realize i have. and then i hear or read them from you. and then i'm like "oh... oh yeah... dang."

God uses you? yes.

also, we really have to have a talk about this. cause like. yeah. wow. we really need to talk about this.