outage from life.

I am going to be honest with you, hearing Bong talk about her kids and seeing how much she loves them through that really makes me want to stop working and stop planning for school and just get married and have children. At least three.

That could be a weird thing to state on a blog, but I don't mind.

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I guess it's just too easy to find fault in things,

even things that you cherish.

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Maybe I'll go back to my room cleaning.

Sometimes I really want long hair.

I don't care what you say; food is exciting.

Can we, please?

It could be so wonderful.

escalatory sensibilities

So, I happen to be tired and I happen to have a lot of things requiring contemplation.

Not a very good combination shot because when you are tired, your brain does a lot of wonky things and makes bizarre connections and jumps around a lot.

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It's hard to make sense of your self, let alone your tired self.

saddle up your cow!

We're movin' out and movin' on.

stonewashed jeans

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I still like blueberry bagels.

rakin' in the dough

So even though sometimes you're in a horrid mood and you notice everything awful, you can't help but find pleasure in the moment when you come home from work and you're [quite literally] covered with dirt from head to toe and you walk up the stairs and your only neice comes running at you shouting, "Dadeen!" It's pretty hard not to smile and give her a huge hug and a kiss despite your despicably dirty clothes and fouled mind.



P.S. It's roll up the rim time again.

fail, blunder, muddle, err, flounder, botch, fall, stumble, miscarry, flunk

Why are you consistently failing at life?

Why is it that you think that is acceptable?

Why can't you do anything productive?

Why do you convince yourself that things are true when they're not?

Why is it that you can not overcome issues?

Why don't you understand your weaknesses?

Why haven't you found your strengths?

Why are your relationships falling apart?

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Why are you not doing something to fix anything?

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How do you feel about that?

What do you think about that?