daydreaming=fantasizing=creepy


girls=failing parking=randomness=walk!=coffee=laughing [at nothing]=so good

a friend who sticks like peanut butter... classy song

Psalm 46
For the director of music. Of the Sons of Korah. According to Alamoth. A song.

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy place where the Most High dwells. God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day. Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall; he lifts his voice, the earth melts. The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress. Come and see the works of the LORD, the desolations he has brought on the earth. He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth; he breaks the bow and shatters the spear, he burns the shields with fire.
"Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth." The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress."


The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.


This was brought to my attention by a friend (and cousin) of mine. It's been sticking with me for a while now.

today is never just any day.

• sometimes things aren't what I expect them to be
• sometimes I am disappointed
• sometimes I don't appreciate you as much as you deserve
• sometimes things go exactly as I want them to, but I choose to be angry about them anyways
• sometimes what God tells me is hard to hear
• sometimes I have to change
• sometimes things are meant to be ignored
• sometimes things happen to change me, or to make me see that I need to change
• sometimes I require adjustments to my thinking
• sometimes things are different and I don't notice
• sometimes people around me change
• sometimes my relationships morph
• sometimes I miss how people used to be
• sometimes my idea of beauty is different than yours
• sometimes God wants things to be different than I do
• sometimes my attitude needs adjustment
• sometimes I miss people and I am full of elation when I see them
• sometimes I think change has to happen more than it does
• sometimes I like to listen to everything instead of just what one person is saying to me, their voice sounds more beautiful when accompanied with other peoples' soft, muffled words that I can't quite comprehend, with crickets, with people walking on gravel, with fires burning, with chairs squeaking, with guitar, with background noises
• sometimes I let background noises speak too loudly and I can't hear what that one person is saying anymore
• sometimes changes are hard to do
• sometimes I think I hear someone calling me, but it's not true, and I turn around and I see something beautiful
• sometimes things don't go according to plan
• sometimes I think a lot
• sometimes I miss people, but when I see them I would have much rather not seen them and kept missing them
• sometimes I hope that people need me
• sometimes I think too much about me
• sometimes I need to just stop talking now

school

Sometimes, I think that I see certain people too much, and other people not enough.
But, I wish I could bring the people I don't see enough up to the stage where I see them as much as the people I think I see too much. Without losing any time spent with the people whom I think I see too much.

Sometimes, I think that things make more sense in my head and they are hard to write down.

sewing fig leaves

the serpent, more crafty than any other creature

did GOD really say

we may eat, except for The Tree in the middle of the garden; we must not touch it for we will die

you will not surely die, you will be like GOD

woman saw the fruit of The Tree, pleasing to the eye, good for food , desirable for gaining wisdom

she took some and ate, she gave to her husband, and he ate

the eyes of them both were opened

man and wife realized they were naked

made coverings of fig leaves for themselves

heard the sound of the LORD GOD walking in the garden

hid from the LORD GOD

where are you

I was afraid because I was naked

who told you; have you eaten from The Tree about which i commanded you

it was the woman whom you gave

what have you done

it was the serpent which you created

to the serpent he said, cursed are you above all creatures; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel

to the woman he said, i will greatly increase your pains in childbearing; your desire will be for you husband, your husband will rule over you

to adam he said, cursed is the ground because you have done this; it will produce thorns and thistles; for dust you are and to dust you will return

adam named his wife eve

the LORD GOD made coverings of skin, the first sacrifice

the LORD GOD said, man has now become like us, knowing good and evil; he can not be allowed to reach and take from The Tree Of Life and so live forever

so the LORD GOD banished the man and the woman from the garden

after this, the LORD GOD placed a cherubim and a flaming sword on the east side of the garden to guard the way to The Tree Of Life

shirkin' your workin'

So...

...camp happened last week.

loud music is beneficial, it keeps you awake.

why'd you have to be so cute? it's impossible to ignore you.
must you make me laugh so much? it's bad enough we get along so well.





P.S. It's from a song by Imogen Heap called Goodnight and Go.

It sure is yellow.

Uh huh, uh huh.

P.S. I'm not working today....AAAAH!!!(that was a wierded out "AAAAH")

maybe it's just satisfaction

Happiness is coming home from work, stripping off the soaking wet socks that have been squidging in your shoes all day, hopping in the shower, scalding yourself from the hot water, putting on a cleeeeeeean new shirt, some cleeeeeean new pants, and some cleeeeeean new socks.

That is happiness. At least it was for today.

aaaaand REPEAT.

Dancing to Vengaboys, We Like To Party is generally an exceptionally good time, even when you are a horrid dancer.


Except when you trip over the cat who is rushing to it's water bowl.