today is never just any day.

• sometimes things aren't what I expect them to be
• sometimes I am disappointed
• sometimes I don't appreciate you as much as you deserve
• sometimes things go exactly as I want them to, but I choose to be angry about them anyways
• sometimes what God tells me is hard to hear
• sometimes I have to change
• sometimes things are meant to be ignored
• sometimes things happen to change me, or to make me see that I need to change
• sometimes I require adjustments to my thinking
• sometimes things are different and I don't notice
• sometimes people around me change
• sometimes my relationships morph
• sometimes I miss how people used to be
• sometimes my idea of beauty is different than yours
• sometimes God wants things to be different than I do
• sometimes my attitude needs adjustment
• sometimes I miss people and I am full of elation when I see them
• sometimes I think change has to happen more than it does
• sometimes I like to listen to everything instead of just what one person is saying to me, their voice sounds more beautiful when accompanied with other peoples' soft, muffled words that I can't quite comprehend, with crickets, with people walking on gravel, with fires burning, with chairs squeaking, with guitar, with background noises
• sometimes I let background noises speak too loudly and I can't hear what that one person is saying anymore
• sometimes changes are hard to do
• sometimes I think I hear someone calling me, but it's not true, and I turn around and I see something beautiful
• sometimes things don't go according to plan
• sometimes I think a lot
• sometimes I miss people, but when I see them I would have much rather not seen them and kept missing them
• sometimes I hope that people need me
• sometimes I think too much about me
• sometimes I need to just stop talking now